• 4/25 – Asis’ sister Graduation Celebration in Terrazas De Punta Fuego
• 5/15 – My cousin’s son’s baptism
• 5/22 – Despedida of my aunt in a private resort in Los Banos, Laguna
• 6/19 – My brother’s birthday celebration

How am I doing?

Life has been a constant struggle lately. I’m trying to adapt to the changes in my life. Trying to live each day without worrying about tomorrow. ‘Cause right now, this somewhat independent life has been quite new to me. Still trying to get used to everything. It’s all too overwhelming. Even going to work now has become tedious. Though I’m trying to set this positive mindset, it’s just hard. When every day I do the same things over and over and it feels like I’m not even progressing at all. I know this is just another phase I need to overcome and these worries will soon be over but I really need motivation or something to help me get by. Well, not that I enjoy the freedom but there are some things that I’m sure going to miss. This time things aren’t going to be easy. I need to be financially disciplined and not splurge substantial amounts of money on material things that I don’t usually need. In short, impulse buying. Especially, on food. I need to control my cravings. I have to remember I have bills to pay now. It seems like the more I get older, the bigger the challenges I have to face. How I wish I could stay a kid forever but life doesn’t work that way. Growing is hard but it’s necessary. It’s inevitable. I just don’t want to get caught up with all these “grown-up problems”. I don’t want to lose myself as I grow. I still need to remember that I’m entitled to have fun and indulge myself once in a while. So fret not, April! Be a big kid instead.

God, I feel so all grown up with all these responsibilities and money handling. Haha! ೕ(･ㅂ･ ) Also, there are a few good things that I’ve noticed lately and one of them is how I feel less stressed right now which is a good thing for my Psoriasis. Hurrah! So yes. Just a little more discipline and patience and it’s all good. Guess, I can do this. I CAN DO THIS. Hopefully.